13 August 2005

the one in darkness

So my one week of bumming around is coming to an end.... unfortunately I didnt get to go back to the Lion City as I managed to change the start date of my new job. But it's all good.

This week things didnt quite turn out how I expected it to. I've had disappointments after disappointments and now I dont even know what is happening. The expected and hopes became let downs. It's all so confusing and upsetting, and I dont know if I have done any wrong.

I dont like it that I'm feeling this way, I know that I shouldnt but I just cant help it. I wish I had a pensieve from Harry Potter, so that I can take out my current thoughts and put them aside and never think or remember them ever again.

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